My husband found a job that he thought was worth quitting and is focusing on his new job. Normally, I can tell just by changing the smell of my shampoo, but I haven't noticed any changes on my body. While I'm saddened by this, I also pray that I won't notice it. If only I could bear it … I endured a long, humiliating day with just that thought in my heart. However, after 7 days, ironically, against my will, I started looking for pleasure …